Wednesday, March 7, 2007

I am sorry, but the alcohol is really kicking in now. Just asked Sam for his feelings, seeing as he was there as I saw the news for the first time - saw my heart breaking right under his nose if you will - asked him if he felt sorry for me, or for PJ, or if he knew how I upset I was ........ response......


"...why would I feel sorry for someone you have been in love with long before I even knew you..."....ok.....



Sam and I have been together since December 1999, he has always accepted me as the Town nut I am and nothing else. PJ wasn't even manager then, (although at the time the mention of his name would have made me extremely emotional) and I'm certain I never mentioned him to any degree until his return in June 2003 (Sam and I were married in September 2003). Since then, I have struggled to keep my feelings to myself on occasion, even though Sam was a complete rock to me during the rotten days when I wasn't even sure I would have a club left to support from one day to the next. Hate to think about that.

At the end of the day, the club I have loved for over 17 years is STILL there, always will be, and I will be too no matter what - TTID!!!

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